Alyse Knorr
Welcome Poem
Joan, the first thing you will notice is everything.
Futile to describe all the colors, the sounds, the way
air will wrench open your mouth and fill you,
bursting, till you breathe. Futile because I can’t
remember the moment—none of us can—
and, even if I could, I wouldn’t want to ruin it
for you. What I can say is that we are all here
waiting for you, and that everything is fine.
I can say that your newness will be a symbol,
not just for poets, but a symbol in the way that
a fresh chance, a fresh start, is always a symbol—
a symbol only for itself. I can say that you are
loved already, that you are joining a world which, yes,
is maybe not the world you deserve in some ways—
not as clean, not as green or alive as in the past,
but Joan, we’re doing better now at other things
than we were before, and we do try hard, will try
even harder once you’re here—a vow we make
every time a new member of the species arrives
(you’ll see), so yes, Joan, you will be a symbol,
and then you will be a woman—the reverse story
of your namesake all those centuries before you,
though you will be brave like her, Joan, because
you will have to be. I once knew a man for weeks
before I noticed the word “courage” tattooed
on his calf, perhaps because, in a way, we all have
that word imprinted on our flesh, given to us
at birth, like our names, because we all need it,
and Joan, I’m not trying to give you advice,
because you have a mother for that, and because
I don’t know enough yet to give any, so Joan,
the point is this—we are all here waiting for you,
and everything is fine.