Flower Conroy
Now Invisible & Naked & Slaked I Crawl
from the dipping pool’s belly onto the underwater ledge:
tropical afternoon weekday sunlight tattered by the palm
frond’s fringe makes shadow skeletons, flexible bones
of light’s blockage on the patio pavers. Among the leaves
Jackson Pollock splatters of sun so that shadow moves
into light, light slips into shadow, what is bright is exchanged
for what is dull, what is dull is broken into what is bright.
My white parts glow, the migrating birds spy before taking
flight, the motorized waterfall seduces gravity, the dog sips
from my plastic cup of ice water, sneezes, laps some more,
& the sky is an obnoxious, clear, fun blue without a single
cloud but with the occasional plane slitting across it. I pick
up my book. It’s the same story. A daydreamer dreaming
about the dreams of the rich & famous, daydreaming about
being rich & famous, what being rich & famous tastes like—
does it taste like this? Does it taste like late spring on an island,
when the buds begin to spill their odor, does it taste like the beetle
between the grackle’s beak, the condensation of this cup of cool
water sweating in the sweet & wooly late afternoon sun, does it
taste like the waxy sunshine pooling in the cupping hands of leaves,
does it taste like the freedom of being naked & invisible in my
backyard, wasting a few hours with a book while the sun scatters
splinters of light on my glowing shoulders, does it taste like the water
in my hair, on my lips, like you, covered in sweat & tired, coming
home early to find me, does it taste like that this ecstasy, like raw
day broken open & sucked, like my body greeting your body, how
lips & skin taste bitter, like yolk, like a dream spoiling in the acid sun?